At times you have to take a stop to listen to olde songs to remind you of the different ways you felt at different points in life. There were so many moments of happiness and joy associated with different songs. Moments where you felt that you could really be free. I miss that. I miss solely being accompanied by good music as I walked and fought off the feelings of sweaty backs. I know summer will be here soon enough. It just doesn't feel like there's enough really holding me there.